i think what happend last fri night was incredibly..i can't even start to describe it. it was terrrible, but much needed. i've never experienced soo much emotion and brokenness in soo long..something i never would've thought i'd ever have to deal with or experience. (and no, im not talking about anything along the lines of sex- just to clear up any misconceptions! haha..i don't sleep and tell...actually i don't sleep around PERIOD. ..) anyway all jokes aside!..it revealed so much that it provided a chance for change and improvement.. we're recovering soo well, and we've both improved into a better person, i think. im was soo afraid that it would happen, that when it did, it was the hardest thing to accept. but thething is, im not accepting it, instead i am PUSHING for change. im soo happy with us. youre doing great, we can fight through this together. imm soooo proud and im here to support you through it all...not too worried i must say about being in different towns for the next 12 months..and constantly off and on after that. i'll go where the wind pushes me - haha most ppl say i need it so i can become more independent.. w.e guys , i wont break..
bye jaimee
jaimee and my mom is leaving for HK this wed..!! crazy or what eh? spontaneous for sure. well anne got us incredibly cheap tickets.. $300 round trip..amazing huh? my dad couldn't go cause he's writing a government test for a certain job interview soo..he's stuck at home studying! pray that he does awesome so he could start getting into the working world again.. and also pray for my mom and jaimee for a safe trip and stufff..without my dad being around. truthfully, i'm really worried about them two, traveling half-way around the world...at least they're going with jasmine and anne and her husband.. still! i can't help but wish i could be there to take care of them and help out you know. plus, j doesn't do well on trips..im not going to be able to stop thinking about them!!
i d o n ' t w a n t t o l i v e w i t h b o y s n e x t t e r m ! = ( b o o o oPS why am i up blogging when i have an exam tomorw morning?!
