it seems like everythings just changing so fast. it sure doesn't feel that you've been gone for too long - but its definately long enough for the changes to occur.
some changes are for the good, or for the better. and some are definately not.
i see alot of changes in people for one. some people have stayed the same, some has drifted off, and there are some who you just can't forget about. there are some who you just don't get along with..i you have no idea why it has to be that way - even though you wish it wasn't that way. there are some who you haven't talked to in ages becuase of differences, and now i finally understand the struggles they're going through. there are some who you once trusted so much and shared life with, but has found new and better opportunities that they forget about the past we've built. others who have hostile fronts; even some who you try to love, but won't accept it.
and then there are others. someone, who i've looked up to, has just always supported me and given me that sort of respect i don't deserve. this person makes me feel a little more secure and at home everytime i see this person - somewhat of a father figure. someone else who i can always feel at ease to call up and never be afraid of awkwardness or silence between us no matter how long it has been. few who you can talk to (who you haven't spoken to in awhile) and the few sentences spoken are so real and genuine. a few who i know won't change the person they are according of what circumstance they are in. one who i know will battle through my everyday struggles with me, and take my back in all cases. and another one who has always believed in me regardless of the mistakes i've made in the past.
every single reference i'm making refers to specific individuals. too bad this blog is open on the world wide web..or else i'd put names to every statement.
change happens by the second. and its going to be even more different next couple terms.. lets see what change does to me - will it strengthen me or defeat me. please don't come too soon 2nd term - "i like it here", just the way it is now .. (><)
