if you ask euge, he could tell you that i am the most "ridiculous"person everrr becuase i worry SOOOo much about the littlest things, that it eats my insides away. and i know its all in the mind, so why let it get to me? is it becuase i have insecurities? becuase thinking that way will better prepare me for the worst?taking small situations and blowing it out of proportion in my mind is something i tend to do a little too often - something that shouldn't be done at all. it prevents me from being me. from doing things i want to do. things intimidate me or scare me from fully engaging myself. things that will make me vulnerable.it hurts me alot. and it hurts the poeple around me. multiplier effect that. *sry, econ jk* hehi chose not to worry my life away. how do i start?
