When i went to new york city this summer, i was trying on a pair of really cute heels made of this incredibly soft velvet-like material, they looked amazing and felt incredibly comfortable - did i mention that they were definately too overpriced? As i was about to put them away in awe the sales lady came over and gasped, "Those look amazing on you! They're Sarah Jessica Parker shoes - aren't they just so gorgeous?" Everyone in the nearby vicinity nodded eagerly. They were stunning. A part of me knew she was just a salesperson trying to sell me that shoe, but deep down inside me i totally agreed - there was alot of truth in that comment. In fact, that one comment made me almost consider buying them. But i ended up leaving those beauties on the rack. Im not even a shoe person - im a purse girl - but when you tag on "Sarah Jessica Parker" to a pair of heels, how could you resist?

I totally feel that time stands still when you go to univ. While you're away you're stuck in your own world thinking that everything is just as you left it years ago, and its not til you come back and realize that the world doesn't wait for you, its moving so fast you can hardly keep up with it. I look back at my life and draw a blank at the past 3 years of my life, only remembering how life was like before i left. Now im almost done this chapter and i can say that in my mind i still think that everything is the way i left it. Life is becoming more real, and i wish i can just tell it to slow down and to possibly relive it, catch up on everything i dismissed or skipped. People are now getting married, having kids... i don't even know where to find scissors in my own home when i go back becuase my home has changed so much. I feel that I've become a differnt person, not entirely different -just me but more exposed and raw. Anyway, im not sure if i like this fastfowarding feeling when all i want to do is pause, and possibly rewind.