gah..work today was terrible. i can't even start to explain why its soo bad. she's strict, very strict. a perfectionist, and HER way is the ONLY way. any other way is wrong and incorrect. its soo hard to have ppl be so hard on me and get upset at the littllest things. i feel that i'm looked down upon, that i don't know anything..i'm stupid in other words. she doesn't challenge me to work independently, to improve my weaknesses..but watches me like a hawk and spoon feeds me, and criticizes me and makes me feel like an insignificant spec..a Useless insignificant spec. getting mad at me at things like yawning at work, like turning on the wrong set of lights to go the basement, like not putting the cap back on the pen i'm using..like using whiteout incorrectly..?!!
